My Dreams

1. To see God and for that sight to kill me.

2. To be the holiest woman in my generation.

3. To love the Lord will all of my heart, with all of mind, with all of my soul, and with all of my strength.

4. To worship with my life.

5. To mother whomever the Lord places in my way for the purpose of nurturing.

6. To always remember Christ and His cross.


7. To be genuinely pure.

8. To be baptized in the Holy Spirit. - Fulfilled.

9. To “go” and make disciples....real, hard core disciples.

10. To run covert operations in countries where governments are unjust, power-hungry, and corrupt.....so, throughout the world.

11. To prophesy.

12. To be wasted, wrecked, lost, found, and utterly spent for Christ (a drink offering).

13. To do as Mary did. To break my flask of precious oil at Jesus’ feet, to be misunderstood, to cry on His feet and dry them with my hair.

14. To dance with a butterfly.

15. To have 60 children (not all mine).

16. To see a leader of the Lord’s Resistance Army in Uganda come to the Lord.

17. To rescue children form the LRA and help restore and redeem them.

18. To be captivating.

19. To play the guitar well.

20. To sing and pray always.

21. To hike the Continental Divide Trail.

22. To climb trees with my kids.

23. To marry a mighty man of valor, a man of God.

24. To be a help-meet.

25. To memorize the Psalms.

26. To be used to raise the dead and heal the sick.

27. To find a meadow surrounded by trees and run and dance and exalt in the Lord and rest in Him until the sun goes down in a burst of glory, painting the sky a thousand different colors. When the stars come out, for fireflies to dance around the meadow. Then I wish to find a very large tree and sleep in it, waking to a perfect sunrise and flowers blooming everywhere.

28. To die in the arms of Jesus, whether at the hands of men or as a hard-core Jesus-loving old lady.

29. To be a woman of great faith.

30. To be a safe place.

31. To help bring about restoration in the body of Christ.

32. To lick a rainbow.

33. To see a unicorn.

34. To dance beautifully.

35. When I have children, for them to be Kingdom-minded Jesus-lovers.

36. To touch broken eyes and have them see.

37. For people to fall in love with Jesus because of what He’s done in me.

38. To be a Warrior-Poet

39. To learn how to fight and not kill.

40. To be wise.

41. To be a loving barbarian (taking the kingdom)

42. To pray as Daniel did, shaking the very gates of Heaven.

43. To be an intercessor. - I'm now called to this!

44. To eat as many weird things in my life as possible.

45. To live homeless and dread my hair

46. To live in Uganda

47. To redeem to the body, the depth, true meaning, and genuineness of the sacred words of the Bible (i.e. no more cliches)

48. To climb Kilimanjaro

49. To ride an elephant

50. To give ‘my utmost for His highest’

51. To live an epic life

52. To release all of this into the hands of the Lord, and let Him lead.